21 April 2018

Sunday Satsang April 22

SATSANG, SUNDAY APRIL 22, 11AM ARIZONA TIME (SAME AS CA TIME)

Tantra is becoming aware of your body as well as your inner spiritual body that perceives your physical body. Its methods are to explore this spiritual body by progressively relaxing into ever deeper layers and areas of feeling: feeling energies, emotions, bliss, and one’s inner kinesthetic sense, which is feeling of the manifest self. These are not the teachings of Advaita, Buddhism, or Zen that denied importance to these energies. These are teachings of the experiential or manifest self, not of the absolute, the unborn, or the witness.

We will explore some methods of sinking deeper into one’s passion, energies, liveliness. Music can be used to awaken energy states or to harmonize inner states. The deeper one goes into sensations, the further the mind is left behind. You become “Dumb as a rock,” as advised by most teachers, but you also come alive to the life force you left behind by clinging to mind.


At 10:45am and sit with me.

17 April 2018

The Divine Orgasm

Some people regard sexual orgasm as a spiritual experience, because for them, they are filled with ecstasy and explosive energy which otherwise is unavailable to them.

But orgasm is not confined to physical or sexual experiences.  Orgasming occurs when any of the energy centers or chakras in one’s inner subtle body are opened.  The physical body reacts by relaxing all of the muscles and becoming very vulnerable and open feeling.  The subtle body explodes with inner energies which can be interpreted by the mind is sexual or as divine.

What I mean by divine orgasm is one where there is no physical contact of any sort, either by one’s own self stimulation, or by someone else touching.  This remote type of orgasming is not confined by space can happen thousands of miles away from one’s beloved.  It is often started by sexual fantasy, but soon the energies, the bliss, the ecstasy permeates the entire body, setting it on fire with the divine passion of one’s beloved.  The energies and bliss are not confined to the genitals, but permeate one’s entire body. 

Outside of pure pleasure, one begins to feel love and a kind of pre-orgasmic bliss and ecstatic tension for long periods of time, maybe days at a time, while the actual orgasming can last for many minutes or hours, and can occur off and on all day long.

This orgasming is purely divine.  It is feeling the life force within one’s own self, one’s subtle body, and has almost nothing to do the physical body except as how the physical body reacts to the subtle body’s bliss.

The emotional effect is to still the mind completely, rejecting all thoughts as intrusions into the bliss.  One just feels the beloved within oneself wherever he or she is, with an intense, welcoming, surrender and love, and the deepest passion imaginable

After many weeks or months of feeling this divine opening, at some point God, the life force within, reveals himself or herself to you as an explosion of light, intense and divine energy, and love for the divine that arises as a strong current within from the gut, upwards through the heart, into the throat and head and explodes upwards and outwards to infinity.

For the first time in your life you feel like that you are in the presence of God, the divine, the life force within showing itself to you as you.


Let me make clear that the felt sense, feeling of this kind of orgasm has almost nothing to do orgasm that occurs in physical sex.  But because the sexual orgasm is familiar to most everyone, thinking about it can provide an a doorway into the divine experience.


To Me:

I never experienced so much love before.

And when you left it was like my heart broke in a thousand pieces

I guess I felt for the first time the meaning of Divine love
Like You and the Divine were coming together as one within me.

A love so intensely felt within my heart and vagina and even with the energies in my head that it brought me to inner tears of devotion

I am totally on fire
Attachments area

16 April 2018

A sexual-orgasmic way to enlightenment, especially for women



In this video I discuss using sexual stimulation to energize the lower Chakras, and using that energy to expand and fire the various subtle body aspects, such as the energy body, the sensation-feeling body, the emotional body, and the love-bliss bodies as a way to experience yourself as divine, as experientially loosening the life force to fully manifest within and through you. This is such an easy and pleasurable way to realization of the experiential and human self.  Imagine, a path to self realization by means of sex? What would Ramana think?


14 April 2018


SATSANG, SUNDAY APRIL 15, 11AM ARIZONA TIME (SAME AS CA TIME)

Tantra is becoming aware of your body as well as your inner spiritual body that perceives your physical body.  Its methods are to explore this spiritual body by progressively relaxing into ever deeper layers and areas of feeling: feeling energies, emotions, bliss, and one’s inner kinesthetic sense, which is feeling of the manifest self.

We will explore some methods of sinking deeper into one’s passion, energies, liveliness. Music can be used to awaken energy states or to harmonize inner states.  The deeper one goes into sensations, the further the mind is left behind.  You become “Dumb as a rock,” as advised by most teachers, but you also come alive to the life force you left behind by clinging to mind.

At 10:45am and sit with me.

09 April 2018


THE CONTRARY ILLUSION OF EMPTINESS AND THE VOID

WHY is it that Buddhists, Robert Adams, and Nisargadatta all push the concept that phenomena are temporary and do not exist in and of themselves?  That the only “thing” that was permanent, was the space within which all experiences occurred, whether it was the external space containing all the objects and activities of the world, or the innerspace, the Void within which all emotions, images, thoughts, and energies occurred?

The above teachers always pointed to the fact that we are always changing, changing, changing, and concepts such as of a self, or that we are such and such, freeze in time and thus make real, processes that are endlessly changing, or appearing, or disappearing.

Their overall attempt to take our mind off of our own problems, our own fears, our own depression, our problems in the external world, and realize they are not so important because they are always changing.  What is bad now, will be good a day or two from now, and vice versa.  So they say, let us not pay too much attention to our problems, our emotions, our thoughts, our diseases, that the rent is due, that Trump is president, and instead recognize that in time all things will pass, or as Spinoza put it, we take the position of God, and regard all temporal happenings under the aspect of eternity, sub specia, Eternitas.

The concept of emptiness or the Void is a comforting concept.  It states the reality we are apparently confronted with is always changing so it is not really real, therefore we should not take it too seriously.  Instead, we should apprehend the void, see its quietness and peacefulness, and dwell there instead of in the excitement of ever-changing objects.

From my point of view, this is nothing more than a conceptual anesthetic, a device used to escape from psychological distress by apprehending emptiness within, and resting there, serenely watching whatever is happening around us, without the necessity of taking a stand or doing anything about it.  From my point of view, it is no different than an opium addiction, without the need for opium.  It allows you to be dead, before you die.

If on the contrary, you listen to me, you will follow a path of joy, of descending deeper into the body by just relaxing completely, and feeling inside your body for different dimensions of experience, such as of internal energies, of bliss, of heart openings, of openings within other chakras such as the third eye introducing you to the light of consciousness.  You will be following a path of inward pleasure which is in stark contrast of ignoring experience and instead concentrating on the unchanging and quiet Void.

To do this, you cannot hold on to the Buddhist and Advaita concept that you have no body, that there is no body, there is no world, and that you do not exist.

You certainly do exist, and in ways you probably are not aware of yet, but in dimensions far deeper than you are aware of now, you exist as a common thread connecting all of these dimensions.  Similarly, the Chakras also are common threads connecting the various levels of your subtle bodies, the bodies of emotional feeling, of feeling bliss, of feeling circulating energies, the mental body, and even deeper into the body of pure space where all energies are harmonized, balanced, and there is just utter clarity and peace.

These are positive teachings of what you could be, not negative teachings of saying no to everything as being unreal, the not-this, not-this, of the original Vedanta, or you say no to all experience as being non-truth until you cannot say no any longer and are in a silent void.  This is a negative way, and I feel one not easily traveled compared to my positive way of following your inner bliss and joy.

The Concept of Emptiness is introduced as pointing to the context of all objects and all experience, with the idea that only the context is real, not the objects or experience.

I say we need to throw this concept away too, and with a mind with no expectations or ideas, just greet whatever unfolds within our awareness with pure openness, pure vulnerability, that of a baby, and then experience what happens, without the background ideas of spiritual progress, inevitable death, heaven or hell, etc.

08 April 2018


VIDEO OF OUR BEST SATSANG YET—ACCORDING TO SOME ATTENDEES.

We share an overview of the Tantric path as opposed to Advaita and Zen, a path not of renouncing the world, but of finding internal self-layers of bliss and love, and spiritual awakening through following bliss.

Without letting go of our life-responsibilities in the external world.  I speak of my love for my dying cat, Ram.

Then we have several people walked through an exercise to open their Third Eye, and the enormous experiences of light and energy they felt.


07 April 2018

RENUNCIATION— WHO NEEDS IT?


     We have all heard celebrated Advaitic teachers such as Ramana, Robert Adams, and Nisargadatta saying we must renounce the world, pay it no heed, ignore even your own problems, because they have no reality due to their ever-changing, transient nature. Zen masters say ignore emotions, ignore the internal energies that you feel, ignore inner visions, they are all Makyo--illusion.

But many hearing this say that this style of spiritual life is not for me. Why would I want to give up sex? Why do I want to give up love? Why do I want it all to leave this material world? Of course for these people, their deepest “spirituality” might be the heat yoga of some yoga center, which has almost nothing to do with real spirituality.

Many people feel in a quandary of “how do I quit this mundane lifestyle because I have so many responsibilities and relationships, children to care for, parents to care for?”

Naturally, formulating the problem in this fashion is to leave yourself trapped. So instead, we will take a Tantric approach.

Rather than saying we will drop all attachments to the world, seek and destroy all habits and attachments within the external world, and all relationships that keep us from going within, let us say instead, “We are going to seek the greatest pleasures within, because we know the pleasures of the world and how fleeting they are, and where suffering far outweighs the pleasures.”

Instead, the Tantra teacher or guru who knows that people do not readily take to renunciation, but are easily tempted by new and better pleasures, would say, the pleasures you feel now are so slight, so hollow, and so temporary, but if you turn within, you open to a whole new universe of pleasure that you could not even dream of before. You open yourself to the ability to open your heart fully, feeling completely relaxed in your own beingness, without any problems, obligations, or suffering.

When your heart opens, your entire body and mind relax, and you fall into an oceanic bliss. The more you can relax your heart, the more your whole being begins to relax, and with that relaxation all the energy centers within the physical and subtle bodies open up, communicate with each other, and coordinate consciousness and activities. You become totally in touch with what Robert Adams called the power that knows the way.

Now, you find instead of turning within providing experience of only nothingness, or quietness, or peace, that you are becoming immersed in something entirely beyond the physical body and its needs and pleasures. Instead you are immersing in your own sense of beingness, your sense of being alive, your sense of being something separate from your body, and which is witnessing your physical body. You have found what Aurobindo called the psychic body, or psychic self. And in due time you will find that this psychic self has infinite levels which you can explore for the rest of your life, in ever deepening and awe inspiring ways. This new world provides endless pastimes of self discovery and deepnening happiness.

Just a hair’s breath deeper than the opening of the heart experience, is feeling the energies circulating within your subtle body, whether it be of the Kundalini sort, the Chi sort, prana-experiences, or by any number of ways of categorizing the internal energies one begins to feel when one’s attention is on one’s own experiences of self, the experiences of existing as a living, sentient being immersed just in that sensation of being alive and feeling, of being sentient, aware.

Both women and men, but especially women can go deeper easily, and have the bliss of those energies transition from the heart to their womb and vagina, where they will begin to be able to experience spontaneous orgasms without even the thought of sexual intercourse, but in close-conjunction with the general openness of their entire being to ever deeper sensations than those provided by the external world.

These orgasms can become relatively continuous and can become deeper and more profound, and no longer centered in the sexual center, but will be felt throughout the entire body, and even as Stuart Sovatsky called some of them, pineal orgasms, with the ecstatic center of bliss being in the pineal gland under the brain.

What extraordinary motivation to go deeper than to have endless and deepening full body orgasms, or constant ecstatic blissful states of energies circulating in and around the body.

What wonders begin to unfold in one’s life, such as experiences of telepathy, or becoming sensitive to the earth’s magnetic field like birds feel, or being able to watch grass blades trope to follow the sun through the sky morning to afternoon. Some people will be able to see in the dark, while others will swoon with ecstasy under the light of the full moon.

But mostly the feeling you feel most intensely, an ever increasingly, is love, love for your own personal beloved, love for your family, love for your friends and for your nation. Love for animals, love for plants, love for all of existence. In fact, developing an ability to love just by practicing love itself quickens the deepening into deeper “spiritual” bodies within oneself, such as the energy body, the bliss body, the deepening awareness of the various energy centers within the multiple bodies a.k.a. Chakras, which penetrate all the experiential bodies.

One watches the Chakras each open up, each begins to radiate and to speak to the other energy centers within one’s various levels of subtle body, and all of your spirit becomes unified instead of scattered, dispersed, confused, and feeling hopeless.

With an integrated spirit, you gain supreme confidence in yourself, even knowing that the body and even the subtle bodies are transient because for some reason, the fear of death no longer bothers you, and no longer touches you, because you are realizing you are something beyond even all of the subtle bodies as well as your physical body, because you are aware of them in an ever deepening way, and ever more ecstatic way, but the witness is separate from all of these existential and experiential states. Thus the label is given of being Unborn, the absolute, or the noumenal Self.

In this path there is no renunciation of the external world; there is no conscious decision to become a monk or a nun; there is no conscious decision to give up the pleasures of the flesh, but there is a realization that the mundane world has nothing to offer in comparison to the excitement, the pleasure, the bliss, and the quickening of life found once you discover your inner life has vast riches to offer.

Eventually, the life force within you, the divinity within you, becomes pleased as Nisargadatta stated, by your efforts and love, and reveals itself to you in the most explosive revelation you have ever experienced that shakes your being and fills you with all, wonder, surrender, and worship of that life force, which later you discover is really you, you at the deepest level of being an incarnation of sentience, awareness, within the material universe.

This path requires no renunciation, only a turning within to find the wonders, bliss, and pleasure residing within your own being.

Also you find an increasingly intense, ecstatic, orgasmic love for other beings, and other beings walk with you hand-in-hand on this journey of unfoldment and enlightenment without renunciation at any point. And you also find that carrying out your duties in the world regarding your children or parents, your lover or spouse, your boss or employees, is still possible, and is done in a much more fulfilling fashion because you are not really attached to the situation, your real attachment is to consciousness, to awareness, to bliss and to love, but you can function in the world, and also go ever deeper spiritually.
                   
SATSANG; APRIL 8, AT 11 AM ARIZONA TIME. 

We will speak about the inner spiritual bodies to clearly differentiate them from your physical body. This is the first major step in this and many paths: exploring your inner sense of life, its phenomena and flows so that we disidentify with the physical body, and reidentify with our “spiritual bodies.” We will learn some practices towards opening the Third Eye. PLEASE COME 15 MINUTES EARLY AND SIT WITH ME.. 

Link: https://zoom.us/j/2950292557?pwd&status=success

06 April 2018

Wisdom School Versus Tantra


In 1995 I had a classic Wisdom School enlightenment experience of being entirely beyond the world, beyond consciousness and all experiences, yet myself, I was unknowable.  I saw that even consciousness itself seemed like a joke, as were all objects within consciousness.
For 15 years I dwelled in a kind of emptiness, the Void, where any sense of self was lost, and I would only “stare” into the void.  There was little emotion during this period of time and just the mundane activities of everyday life.  This was the kind of awakening that Nisargadatta and Robert Adams talked about, where one realizes one self, awareness, as noumena, outside of the realm of existence or experience, as outside of the manifest world.
It had taken me 27 years of arduous training to come to this realization.  I had studied under six Zen Masters, Swami Muktananda, Dhyanyogi, Robert Adams, and many others.
In 2009, I had an entirely different awakening experience, this time not to the absolute, the noumenal self, but to my existential self, the self that felt like I, me, mine but not as the body, but as spirit within and around my body.
One day I awoke feeling very happy, and I became happier and happier throughout the day.  I had been feeling energies circulating within my body for many months.  The circulating energies often had color, and also circulated around and between various energy centers within what I called my sense of presence, which was experienced as an energy body within and around my physical body.
But this day something different happened.  While feeling ecstatic bliss within I began to feel a great power arising from my umbilical area, slowly surging upwards towards my heart like a ball of light in a lava lamp.  The feeling I had was of utterly immense power accompanied by a very bright white light, rising like plasma within my gut.
It arose higher and higher into my heart and exploded with the light of a thousand suns and unimaginable power which coursed through my body, my psyche and my sense of presence.  I felt deliriously happy, and was wrapped in ecstatic bliss of the most profound sort.
This power continued upwards through my head and brain and out into space above. For me there was nothing else but this ecstatic, blissful, power and light, whose power and peacefulness made my heart bow to it’s presence in me as God.  In full worship I dropped to my knees, then to the floor in full supplication and surrender to this power, this apparent “Other.”  I was in the presence of God and was washed by his golden light of grace.  I had become totally purified, empty, worshipful of this other.
This “Other” I later was to realize was none other than myself, not in the transcendental sense of the noumenal self beyond consciousness and experience, but as the core of my being as a sentient being, as a living and feeling being, as an incarnation of the divine, of God.  I gradually realized over the next few weeks or months that this “Other” this divinity within me, was no other than I am, my sense of being alive and existing.  I was life, pure spirit, incarnated into the flesh, and God was I, the divinity I perceived was my own as life.  Borrowing a term from Nisargadatta Maharaj, I called this experience coming to know the Life Force, coming to know the divine within, and that life within me was God-incarnate.
The interesting thing was that the realization of the noumenal self was so difficult to obtain.  It had taken me literally tens of thousands of hours of meditation and studies under at least nine different gurus before I found this experience, and it was utterly life-changing.  But the second experience, which I call realization of the Manifest Self really took less than a year, and was such a delightful and exciting path compared to the previous path of 27 years and the 15 years of aftermath dwelling in peace and the void, that I knew without a doubt, that this path was one best suited for Westerners in this day and age of instant gratification, and utter confusion and lostness within society as a whole and more so, in the spiritual marketplace.
The Manifest Self was so easy to obtain compared to the dreary path of Advaita, or the no mind state of Zen where nothing is ever understood by the mind, and which took a lifetime to master.  The problem with Advaita and Zen was the lack of respect paid to emotions and to the movements within everybody’s energy bodies, which were not even acknowledged in Advaita and Zen, and were considered as illusions by Zen monks.
But what delightful illusions they were!  To feel every moment of the day of bursting of happiness within one’s heart and gut, feeling the various energy complexes within the subtle body that lies within the physical body, feeling the flowing of energies, constant sates of bliss, and for women, almost continuous orgasms which many experience as part of becoming acquainted with their subtle bodies.  They discover that orgasms really have little to do with physical sex, when liberated from the concepts that they are always tied to physical sex.  Indeed, they are more tied to the opening of one’s heart.
It is so astounding for the spiritual practitioner to learn that liberation comes not from rejecting one’s body and sensual experiences as being something to be transcended, but by becoming ever more aware of experiences and energies within one’s physical body, the so-called “subtle body,” which I also call one’s sense of presence, because it feels like you, like your source, like your manifestation.  With these experiences of the energies within one’s sense of presence, for the first time in your life you know who and what you are, all doubts flee, and even though you feel great excitement and happiness and bliss, there is a sense of completion of having finally attained an understanding of who and what you are, and with that the blockages to accurate actions and accurate discrimination begin to disintegrate.
This website was originally designed in 2006 to present the teachings of my final guru, Robert Adams, as well as my other teacher, Jean Dunn’s understanding of Nisargadatta as presented in her three books and during my personal relationship with her.  However, after my experience of the Manifest Self I had no choice but to change my teachings, because I saw the realization of the manifest self was far easier to obtain, and could be obtained by a much larger audience than discovering oneself as the absolute, the Witness.
I was to discover later that the transcendental experiences and knowledge of being the noumenal witness beyond all manifest experience, becomes more easily available to someone who is awakened to their Manifest Self.  The manifest world is perceived as a play which one can participate in, even joyfully, and at the same time recognizing that you could die at any moment and not feel the slightest consternation or fear. 
Therefore, I am in the process of reorganizing this site and opening it up to more of a Tantric approach of using emotions, love, developing ongoing experience of internal energies energies through various methods, and listening to sacred music to develop devotion and surrender as a way of life, not only to the God within but towards others, because I found by finding the energy core in and other, and loving it in another, I was able to discover it in myself, and when I discovered it in myself, it revealed itself to me in its full stature and glory as the Manifest Self, as the Life Force, as God.

31 March 2018

EASTER SUNDAY SATSANG; APRIL 1, AT 11 AM ARIZONA TIME.

I MORE AND MORE HAVE CONFIRMATION THAT THE TANTRIC PATH OF FEELING IS FAR EASIER AND FASTER THAN MERE SELF-INQUIRY.

The Path through love and bliss is by far the fastest; but how to start?

PLEASE COME 15 MINUTES EARLY AND SIT WITH ME..

25 March 2018

YOUR OPENING HEART AND SEXUALITY ARE NOT IN YOUR PHYSICAL BODY, BUT YOUR SPIRITUAL BODY. A WAY TO TRANSCENDENCE.

I do not teach self-inquiry the Robert Adams or Ramana taught.  I do not ask “Who am I?” and wait for an answer. That is totally in the mind level.

I ask you instead to feel within.  Feel for your sense of being alive only, not for who you are theoretically.  Start by feeling for your emotions.  Do you feel any?  If so, feel them and gently bring them into your heart. I have explained this method in detail elsewhere many times and I call it eating emotions.

Then feel for energies within.  Start by concentrating on your fingers or toes.  Within seconds you will feel tingling.  Focusing attention brings forth energies.  Keep practicing these each day and hold onto and spread these 
energies.

You can add a new practice; think of someone you love deeply, now or in the past.  Feel within your heart area for an opening, an internal relaxation that will feel tender, or maybe with gratitude.  Hold your attention there.
Feel also into your genitals thinking of this person? Do you feel any movement or erotic sensation?  Focus on these feelings and allow them to expand.

There is something a woman can do that most men cannot, which is to learn how to experience continuous orgasms, at first in the vaginal area, or in the womb, but felt without anyone else being present or without touching herself.

Thinking of your Beloved, not necessarily in a sexual way at all, you can feel your heart continuously opening, and along with it, continuous orgasms in your vagina, womb, and heart without physical stimulation, just from an opening heart.

Of course there has to be guidance from someone who knows the way to ignite both the heart and sexual complexes, and it involves fantasy processes, but such cannot be described in the context of this short post.

With very little practice you can begin feel continuous orgasms off and on all day, and for many minutes at a time and with various intensities. 

All kinds of things will now be happening to your physical, emotional and energy bodies, but even more importantly, you will directly understand and feel that you are not your physical body, but your deeper energy/emotional/love body which is pure spirit and which both inhabits your physical body and also feels it.  It is these more subtle bodies that are sentience, not your physical body.  The deepening of your awareness of internal energies, your heart, and sexuality are felt as one continuous energy body, different from your physical body which is perceived as an object, not as you, the subject.

This is your initiation to real self-inquiry, real self feeling deeper and deeper beyond your physical body and your mind.  From this deeper place in you, the mind is forgotten and you are living from your heart, gut, and sexuality, no longer subject to the dictates of your mind, judgments or morality,  but from your entire sense of presence as being a sentient incarnation of the universal life force.


Gradually you will learn more and more about yourself, until your own sense of self seems pleased by your efforts and love you have shown it.  Then the life force reveals itself to you in the most amazing displays of energy, light, bliss, gratitude, and love, and you are reborn as a self-knowing incarnation of God, the life force. This is one form of self-realization which I call awakening to the Manifest Self, the experiential self, or the life force.



We seem to becoming into an age of blossoming femininity, transforming patriarchy into matriarchy. That is only right given the millennia of suppression under male-dominated societies.  Yes, this could make for a more compassionate world with far more subtle emotions and energies. A world on women’s terms.

But this is not enough.  This is still unbalanced. The final state will be when sexism is transcended and everyone ‘felt’ as an equal embodiment of God.

This is an age of near absolute repression in every aspect of social life.  We can only escape such when two lovers have transcended most all of these repressions and live quietly together, lovingly, worshipping each other, surrendered to each other, all quietly and silently, until there are enough of us when it will be safe to go public, speaking ad acting openly about this divine love relationship.

Right now the most advanced form of couplehood is where the man surrenders to the woman, worships her, surrenders to her, and she accepts and does likewise.  In the future they will surrender to each other immediately having learned how to be totally open in the moment in a very knowing way, seeing the future potential naturally flowing from their coming together.

24 March 2018

SATSANG SUNDAY MARCH 25, AT 11 AM ARIZONA TIME.
KINDLING THE INNER FIRES OF THE ENERGY AND EMOTIONAL BODIES.
The Path through love and bliss is by far the fastest; but how to start?
PLEASE COME 15 MINUTES EARLY AND SIT WITH ME.

23 March 2018

You know, I get called a drama queen a lot. But when I confront these “truth sayers,” I almost universally witness them themselves falling apart in their way of expressing anger, hatred, hurt, and fear. They become tongue-tied in their deepening fury.
So, my real mission is not making gurus, but in creating drama queens be destroying that thin barrier between feeling and expression that separates “normals” from drama queens.

21 March 2018

If you could only accept yourself as you are rather than some improved model in the future where certain present confusions do not exist, and live your life from there, all things would be given.

If not, try my path of love and surrender through the energy/emotional/bliss bodies, through to emptiness, then to your manifest source as life itself. From there you can see you are still removed, without dimension of existence in any form.

This trip will be neither easy nor will it ever be boring.


17 March 2018



SATSANG SUNDAY MARCH 17, AT 11 AM ARIZONA TIME.
KINDLING THE INNER FIRES OF THE ENERGY AND EMOTIONAL BODIES
PLEASE COME 15 MINUTES EARLY AND SIT WITH ME..

16 March 2018


The Ghost in the Machine
Edward Muzika

I am writing an introduction to a path to enlightenment by means of becoming aware of one’s subtle body processes.  In this document I am speaking directly to the intelligence of your subtle bodies, but even deeper, to you who are beyond all of this.

The subtle body inaccurately can be said to be located within one’s physical body.  This is only true because one first tends to perceive Subtle body processes by “looking inwards,” by imaginatively turning one’s external visual seeing inwards, at the third eye center located near the middle of the four head , or downwards towards the heart, or even further downwards towards the gut. 

At first almost everyone sees nothing just darkness but with persistence, one begins to be able to visually see within what appears to be the inner darkness of one’s body.  What has happened, is that you are beginning to perceive with an alternative imaginative visual sense, the inner workings of the Subtle body, especially its energies, how they flow, have direction and intensity.

You might say the essential character of the Subtle body consist of four components: an inner light called the light of consciousness, which illuminate an inner “space,” or Void, and “energies,” of many different sorts that flow in and around the Subtle body because these energies are at first perceived to be within the physical body, and lastly, FEELING all these energies, emotions, tactile sensations, in movement, such as walking, or breathing.

Growing acquaintance with the inner body will result in the realization at some point that you are not the physical body, but instead are this feeling body within which feels energies, emotions, experiences thoughts, perceives inner lights, and which feels the body, its tensions and pleasures, but most significantly, you become aware of all the various energy patterns within the Subtle body that are only loosely associated with the physical body’s nervous complexes.

One could say that when one enters one’s Subtle body, you are entering into an area of fantasy, of images, sensations, bliss, energies, sexuality, feeling of the physical organs, seeing inner light, witnessing thoughts, feeling moods and emotions.  In a sense the whole process becomes like a very deep and nonverbal psychotherapy because you are experiencing emotions and energies that flow and morph into each other in very complex ways and patterns, but there is nothing “real about any of these processes as they are not manifest objectively in the world for all to see.  They are subjective in similar to fantasy processes, and fantasy processes can be used to awaken one’s awareness To Subtle body processes.

The Subtle body and deeper levels are whole new world to a person who was only aware of their minds and their physical bodies, and to a lesser degree of emotions.  A whole new world is opened up of ever-changing space and flows of energies and emotions within the space.  In this space is felt to be far more real than your physical body, because you begin to see and understand the physical body is merely perceived and made real by the Subtle body and its connection to the physical body.

At this point, what you had called real before, your external world, your home, your spouse, politics, your career can begin to seem unreal in comparison to the aliveness and intense presence of one’s experience of one’s own subtle body.  The external world can begin to feel like a dream in comparison to the new dynamic reality of the inner energetic processes and bliss.  Hence Ramana and Robert Adams saying that the world is like a dream in comparison to the depths you are now plumbing within.

Now, there are many ways to gain entrance to the Subtle body.  Traditional methods involve breathing exercises called pranayama, combined with visualization’s and focusing one’s attention on various places within the physical body where supposedly Subtle body Complexes or Chakras are located, and then imagining energies and lights traveling between or within a Chakra.  This is the traditional way, and I might say the most boring way, and a way that is or can be filled with danger for those who do not have an ever present teacher.  Kundalini awakenings can be quite frightening because of the experiences one is subject to, none of which appear to be under one’s own control, therefore inducing fear of insanity her death.

However, I have a very different way.  I get people to be able to experience their Subtle Bodies and their energies by having them open their heart towards me as I open my heart towards them.  It is a Subtle body process wherein one feels like one’s heart and beingness are opening to another person.  One feels very vulnerable, very open, very accepting, and very loving.  This causes in some cases, a similar spontaneous opening to the person being addressed, whether face-to-face, online, in Satsang, or by some other connection such as a phone or even in an email.

On a deeper level, I am speaking to you, the ultimate knower, telling you about part of your own phenomenology that you can become aware of.  Part of what I am doing is directly manipulating your subtle body energies to awaken them, but also to you as knower to become aware of a deeper you.

Now, there are two powerful complexes in the Subtle body that almost automatically respond to such a heart opening: the heart center in the other, and the sexual center in the other, because they are the two most powerful centers normally available to uninitiated people, and their energies can be closely related.  Where there is an opening in one, there is often an opening in the other simultaneously or shortly thereafter.  But neither appear real in the sense of being objective for everyone to see.  These are purely subjective, even though they appear to the person more powerful in real than anything in the external world while they are being experienced.

I want to make one thing very clear.  The work I do can be called a complete fantasy process by using words, images, metaphors, tone of voice, to induce openings in the other person or in many attendees at Satsang.  It is a process remotely similar to hypnosis, but only in the sense that there is a conscious and unconscious process of locking the Subtle body of two people together in a kind of resonance.  I become a broadcaster, they become the receiver, and by resonance they feel a heart opening and often similarly a sexual opening, which is reflected back to me and I react to it, and often there is a building of these energies in each person.  Other openings come later.  The heart center and the sexual center are only two of the myriad of inner experiences of energies, bliss, openings, the Void, utter silence, and the sense of being alive itself, which Nisargadatta called “I am.”

One’s identity shifts from being a physical body, to being a Subtle body, then dropping further and identifying oneself as Void or emptiness or nothingness, and lastly, all of these are dropped and one recognizes that he or she is that to which all these appearances appear, all of these bodies appear in awareness, your awareness, and this awareness, like life itself, is a universal phenomena.  Everyone has awareness, everyone is life, and you begin to take on this identification.  But the identification is mediated by exploring one’s Subtle body, the complexes of energies and bliss, of silence and Void within that so few people know.

I do want to make clear that very strong sexual feelings are set off in this process spontaneously, without any physical sex taking place at all, and often even without a thought of sex.  One’s body begins convulse in full-body orgasms not connected to one’s sexual center.  Orgasms can feel originating in many parts of the body, or the entire body.  But these orgasms are really not attached to sexuality itself in the physical body.  They are kind of earthquakes of energy that show that the body, both the physical and the Subtle, are waking up to subtleties of deepening perception to which the person had been previously unaware.  The strong sexual earthquakes are kind of ways that God entices us as physical beings to become aware of the Subtle body within.  There, orgasms, especially female orgasms, are more a measure for them of the perfection of that moment of being alive.  Sometimes orgasms feel like that at that moment, they are feeling or perceiving or hearing truth, and the orgasm is experienced within the subtle body as the perception of truth or perfection in the moment.

The physical orgasms one has in physical sex our almost nothing like the spiritual orgasms one has opening the spiritual body, yet the term orgasm, as well as sexual centers, immediately convey or cast the most prurient shadow over this whole process of becoming alive to your deeper self.  Some people will just read this or hear this and want to puke because it sounds dirty in some way or goes against their grain of speaking of spirituality and sexuality in the same paragraph.  Or is one swami put it, some people go bad shit crazy when speaking of spirituality and sex in the same breath.

Opening of the sexual center in the Subtle body, leads to sharing the intensity of that Subtle body sexuality to the entirety of the Subtle body, such that all of the energies within the Subtle body become coordinated, balanced and one pointed only after sexual energies have been transmuted into total body energy balancing.

Again, the entire methodology is based on fantasy, imaginatively seeing within one’s physical body, feeling openings in various parts of the physical body, which are really openings in one’s Subtle body, in the heart complex, the sexual complex, the gut complex called Hara by the Japanese.  When the third eye complex opens, above and behind the physical eyes, by imaginatively turning one’s vision inwards, results in the perception of inner light, the light of consciousness, where in the movements of energies are seen as colored flows or streams within and between various complexes in the Subtle body.

The natural result of the opening of the Subtle body is the arising of bliss, at first very lightly, and it is felt like low current electricity, but does not have the stark feeling of electric shock, but as far more gentle and somewhat more pleasurable.  At first it is like one’s leg waking up after being asleep, but more pleasurable. 

Over a period of days, weeks or months, the intensity of the bliss grows until sometimes one is so enthralled by the intensity of bliss one cannot even move for fear of destroying the state.  Living in these energies, manipulating them, feeling them to become ever more subtle and refined, and teased apart by one’s own awareness, is the most lovely process of self-exploration imaginable, especially as it is rewarded by an ever increasing opening of deeper and deeper levels of self and leaving behind the mundane world altogether, and sinking into the ecstasies of light, power, bliss within.

Yet, for all intents and purposes, for Westerners, it can be presented as being a fantasy process only, and that no physical contact is necessary and is really not possible.  I know some teachers use touch for Shaktipat, but it is not necessary.  A teacher can radiate his internal field and allow those who can to feel it in him, and by resonance, in their own selves.  Some spontaneously begin to feel orgasms at this time others heart openings, and others feel both.  This is the beginning result of a fantasy process of speaking, tone of voice, words used, images used, metaphors brought out, as well as speaking from an open heart.

One of the most amazing things one discovers through this process is that everything is made out of these energies.  The physical body is not as it seems before the subtle body is open.  We only perceive the physical body within as tactile sensations in the sense data from the physical organs.  Gradually these are seen or understood as being another form of energy that can be transmuted by the explorer/practitioner.

Also, emotions are another form of energies.  You might say that emotions are unstable packages of these energies which when teased open through awareness dissolve into bliss.  For the explorer who has developed one pointedness and persistence, every emotion, positive and negative, when perceived and brought into one’s sense of one’s heart and held there, can be seen to dissolve into the bliss body of the subtle body having been transmuted out of the so-called emotional body and transmuted.  The same can be done for sexual feelings, for emotions such as fear, for depression, for grief and sadness, and even for jealousy.  As such, it becomes a very advanced psychotherapy, but it is not successful unless the practitioner has become one pointed and very subtle in their observing of these emotions and can stabilize and rest in them.  This takes time and practice.


My ultimate aim is to make this method of opening others to the Subtle body, to energies, etc., is to help them realize that there are so many levels of you, your life, that are more real than your body, and that altogether, we can call them divine, making you an incarnation of God even while occupying and using a human body.  You, as life and consciousness, are divine.  You as an incarnation are able to realize the God within who is you, and who is beyond life and death, and who is you.  Also, you have that divine power to awaken the divinity in others after you recognize it in your own self, and can help others to couple this way, and divine incarnation of god and goddess, Shiva and Shakti and rest in eternal bliss, and you do it in a natural way, through love, devotion, and surrender to your Beloved, and both of you equally awaken to the divine through resonance.

10 March 2018


LOOK, FROM THE POINT OF VIEW OF THE ABSOLUTE, EVEN THE LIFE FORCE IS NOT TRUTH.  

The life force, the energies, love, and the entirety of all of existence lacks substance, are hollow, are just a show, a play of energies including the life force.

But, attaining that ultimate, the Unborn, the Un-Witnessing Witness, can most easily and quickly be obtained by means of the Subtle Body, Shakti, bliss, aroused sensuality an awareness of one's body, than from going the route of quietism, bland internal meditation, and a non-energetic observation of one’s sense of presence within the void.  

Why not enjoy yourself fully while attaining that knowingness beyond existence through immersion in devotional love and surrender towards another?  What better way to the final truth, then through love of others, devotion to others, worship of others with one’s own body and sense of presence?

This new way is really an old way in disguise, by renaming the Subtle Body investigation as love, surrender, worship, and finding the divine within ourselves and in others by exploding in love and energies? 

Some teachers say they teach within the constraints of their culture, which may or may not be very restrictive, and may or may not allow for loud proclamations of love, desire and devotion, and completely limit those you can select and express. Thus culture and society impose limits on the spiritual search and its expressions.

But you see, culture and society are the enemies of Life.  The absolute, even beyond God, is obtained by becoming gods through love of the other as separate incarnations, including you, an incarnate instantiation of the Life Force.  

Teachers who are so mild-mannered as to limit themselves to culture expressions, and not challenge the culture itself, the civilization itself, are enablers of their cruelty and their repressive contractions of all divine expressions.

Only by becoming public with the power of raw spirituality, can the procrustean beds of rigid morality, repressive culture, and old, old spiritualities, be exploded, allowing this new spirituality of roaring love and energies crack those molds and destroy them.  

Become heroes, not hiding your brilliance behind closed doors.  Shine, shine, shine publicly, in schools, ashram’s, in Satsang’s, in politics, on the stage, in movies, everywhere displayed, the divine spirit of the life force exploding in its devotees.

This is what Osho tried to do and Krishnamurti in his own y anemic way.  You have one life.  Why not live it to the fullest?

SATSANG SUNDAY MARCH 10, AT 11 AM ARIZONA TIME.

KINDLING THE INNER FIRES OF THE ENERGY AND EMOTIONAL BODIES

PLEASE COME 15 MINUTES EARLY AND SIT WITH ME.

09 March 2018


These are new times.  The world we knew is falling apart, sinking in corruption, greed, and hiddenness.  Motives and power centers hide and lie.  Spiritual teachers tell stories a thousand years repeated to no avail. 

The closest spiritual movement responsive to our societal change is the public recognition of the divine feminine, magic, and energies.  But this is merely a reactive movement to an age old repression of women, the triumph of intellect in the form of science, over feeling, intuition, and energies of the Magii, warlocks, and a world of spiritual entities.

The way things are and the reactive movements of elevation feminism and magic is still way out of balance, and is a kind of Hegelian dialectic.

But we can transcend that dialectic and the current unbalance by taking the basic spiritual position that each of us is an incarnation of God in the form of life, the lifeforce, a.k.a., sentience in the form of the motivational principle as opposed to the witnessing principle.   Getting rid of the mind and sinking into the body and recognizing that energy being within, which we assuredly are, and thereby allowing us to bring the energy body into a position of dominance over mind and body.

We bring that energy body alive through love for each other, and by being aided by those who are totally self-aware of that energy body, one’s sense of presence as other than the physical body. And, the most powerful aid to awakening that body is for men and women to find that one other that transform them from humans into incarnations.  Men need to worship women and vice versa, because it is unbalanced for one sex to dominate in any area.

The teacher or advanced friend can prepare you for awakening by giving awareness of the lifeforce, but the flowering comes when we find our greatest love, and for the man, that means to fall at the feet of his woman and worship her, love her, surrender his soul to her, and vice versa.  Then there stands a divine couple,  Krishna and Radha, Rama and Sita.

This union produces states a life unknown to the common man.  One is aware of internal and external energies, of life without dominance by mind, a life not filled with distracting interests other than each other and bring the divine to others by providing a living example.  Life is completely different but I cannot describe it to you, because the words for this way of living and feeling do not exist, and if spoken, would be understood only by very few.

I have been speaking this way for years but few ever get to the place they understand.  A lot of ripening has to take place, a lot of purification, so now I try a different tactic and talk about sex.  That interests 95% of all peoples, but unfortunately, they bring their sexual preconceptions and baggage with them when they hear what I speak of it.

But a liberated sexuality is a key ingredient to awakening to the divine within and worshipping your beloved.  Sex is utterly transformed and its energies are used to awaken all the other energy centers within the energy, emotional, and physical bodies.  Women get to experience endless both subtle and also intense orgasms even when alone just thinking of their Beloved, while such spiritual orgasms are more rare among men, they are able to reside in endless pre-orgasmic bliss just thinking of their woman.  Nd, there are many different sorts of orgasm, not just the small subset of those associated with physical sex.  There are orgasms centered in the heart and associated with surrendered love, and whole body intense orgasms set off just by hearing your man speak of his love for you.  It is a wonderous world of sensuality, and not just of orgasming, but the bliss of the most subtle touches by your lover.  The intensity of the love is ever changing, not only in intensity, but its flavor, subtlety, and duration, and not at all associated with physical sex, but still we desire it to give pleasure to our other.

So, come to Satsang, read wearesentience.com, our blog, itisnotreal.blogspot.com, our youtube videos.  But Satsangs are where energies are shared so that you can feel them.